Saturday, July 30, 2005

Your Voice I'll Carry


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Voice Inside My Dreams

Within this voice inside my mind
a wonderful man is what I find.
A voice that captures me heart and soul,
inside my mind my heart you stole.

A voice to carry everywhere,
within this world we now share.
One I know no one can hear,
a voice inside I'll never fear.

I'll hold it close to my heart,
and watch the visions as they start.
For now I hold a voice so clear,
one I wish forever near.

Friends we'll stay a lifetime through,
best friends forever me and you.
For now I'll love this voice inside my mind,
one more beautiful I'll never find.

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Friday, July 29, 2005

This Love I Know


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Love Foretold

If I could live inside my mind,
I know inside your love I'd find.
I feel it there every day,
it shows in every thing you say.

I see it in your eyes of blue,
I see it in the things you do.
I feel it in your heart of gold,
inside my mind a love foretold.

I feel it in every touch you give,
inside my mind where you now live.
I feel it in my soul so deep,
I feel it each time that you weep.

If I could live inside my mind,
I know inside your love I'd find.
A special love that was foretold,
sent from mom for me to hold.


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Secret Place

Secret place here in my mind
a place I hope to keep you
forever and all time.
A place I can love you
even when your not here.
A place I can hold you
in my heart so near.
A place no one can ever touch
for it's here inside my mind.
A place no better
will I ever find.
A place I can always go
when I'm lonely for you.
A place that I've found
where our love holds true.
A place that only belongs
to me and too mine.
Our secret place here in our minds.
Our place we can meet together
and love for all times.

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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

I Stepped Into This


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Open Eyes

Your love I lost
somewhere along the way.
I should have saw it coming
on that fated day.

For some reason I hid
the truth deep inside.
While in my heart
the knots were tied.

I knew when I met you
the communication wasn't good.
And you never would talked
to me like you should.

But I stepped into it
with open eyes.
I guess now it shouldn't surprise me
that we're saying our goodbye's.

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You Breathe For Me..I'll Breathe For You


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Breathe For Me

Inhale deep
exhale slow
feel it now
the love we know.

Breathe for me
I breathe for you
feel it now
as love shines through.

Feel the beat
from our hearts
joined together
as love starts.

Breathe for me
I breathe for you
from our souls
a love that's true.

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To Capture The Heart Of A Child

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Heart And Soul

You've captured them heart and soul,
my children's life now seems whole.
A father they have never known,
for his love he's never shown.

But you have loved them from your heart,
they felt it from the very start.
My Taylor says you are her dad,
her eyes beaming now instead of looking sad.

With you she know's you'll be there,
all things in her life you'll want share.
When it comes to father and daughter things,
it's you she always wants to bring.

Jordan loves you just as much,
with her you have a loving touch.
Shy she is but she also wants too call dad,
for now her life with you is no longer sad.

Heather and Thomas love you too,
they keep asking when will I marry you.
You know to me it is quite funny,
how much they really love you honey.

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Captivated By Your


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Held Captive

Held captive by our passions
bound solely by our words.
Imprisoned by love’s sweet nest
amidst our field of dreams.

Enchanted by eyes that unfold
into the love that lies in store.
Held captive within your doors of passion
that rule the dark of night.

I've known times when joy over took me
and spun me around in ecstasy.
Swept winds of love through my heart,
and wrapped me in your blanket of love.

Yesterday is now but a picture
that hangs firmly on my heart's wall.
As now I am held captive by our passions,
and bound solely by our words.

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

Visions Inside


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Dreamer

I search my thoughts in wonder
of who opens doors of visions.
I see through dreamers windows,
illusions inside a poets mind.

I may spend tomorrow in the far away land,
or spread my thoughts across the sand.
Maybe even spend my time all alone
or on the porch of a cabin with the one that I love.

I can go where ever I want to go,
within my pen the visions flow.
Illusions of love is where I may to be,
inside the mind of a poet these visions you'll see.

I often sit back and wonder in amazement
why these things go through my mind.
But then I realize I am a dreamer,
and dreamers open windows no one else can see.


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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Just Know


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True Love

Love life with a passion,
live it from deep inside you.
Love as if it were your last days,
live it deep and true.

Wish upon the stars,
if that's what you want to do.
Just live life to it's fullest,
and make your dreams come true.

Search your heart and soul,
and you'll know my loves for you.
Search the depths deep,
and know you'll never find a love as true.

Hold on to your pride
if that's what you must do.
But never let it get in the way,
of a love you know is true.

Look into my eye's,
they are filled with love for you.
Look deep inside them,
and you'll find a love that's true.

Copyrights:JoyceWilbanksIvy©07-20-05

Monday, July 18, 2005

How Do We


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Daydreams Fade Away

As I try to fill his beautiful dreams,
with the endless love he gives.
My mind dances over memories,
and daydreams of years long past.

Within my dreams I wish somehow
I could bring back the days of long ago.
Start our lives fresh and new
no past to bring us down.

But as I sit beneath the trees
where my daydreams had begun.
I listen to the whispering winds
that tell of times long gone.

Wishing I could bring them back,
and forever fill his dreams.
But how do I tell him we can't change things,
and daydreams fade away.

Copyrights:JoyceWilbanksIvy©07-18-05

Sunday, July 17, 2005

You Are Everything


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Everything

My heart beats for you and you alone,
for my soul you captured with your very essence.
Your eyes hold a beauty deep within,
the beauty of your love I always feel within your touch.

A touch that makes my body tremble,
as your eyes melt me me with just one glance.
Your heart fills me with passions
as your soul reaches me like no other.

My thoughts are with you day and night,
as my body longs for your touch.
My mind is weary when your not here.
My love for you grows with each passing day.

Your kiss knocks me to my knees,
as your love fills my empty heart.
Your words touch my soul and I know,
you being here is all I need.

You are everything I need
and everything I could possibly want
for the rest of my life.

Copyrights:JoyceWilbanksIvy©07-17-05

Thursday, July 14, 2005

I Cherish


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Cherish My Love

You lay there and smiled
at me with pride.
I knew what your were thinking
as you lay by my side.

Your eyes glowed within
a beautiful hue.
I knew right then
what you were going to do.

Then you took my hand
and held it tight.
I tried so hard to run
with all my might.

You stared into my eyes and said
I love you so much dear.
Please don't run
this time in fear.

Then you told me
you wanted me to be your wife.
To cherish my love
the rest of your life.

I said I would marry you
one day soon.
Just give our love
time to bloom.

You said you'd wait
until that day.
Just cherish my love
for it's here to stay.

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Your Love Has Carried Me


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Carried To The Stars

As you held me in your arms I softly cried,
inside my heart I felt I'd died.
Life had closed in as it had many times before,
I knew I would lose you if again I closed that door.

So many things in my mind aren't clear,
and the thought of our life together I still fear.
But deep inside I know with you I can't lose,
in my heart I feel my love you'll never abuse.

For I know you love me more than life,
I just don't know why I fear being your wife.
Because in your arms I feel so safe and warm,
and feel we can weather any storm.

I know you've been patient this far with me,
just know inside I want this love to be.
Our love has carried us to the stars,
just hold on now to this love of ours.


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You Are


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Forever Mine

I lost myself within your love,
found myself in the clouds above.
I discovered that love was something true,
as your charms they did come shining through.

Your arms hold me like none before,
I know this love I can no longer ignore.
I tried so hard right from the start,
but deep inside you touched my heart.

Your eyes hold a love that's true,
they glow a brilliant baffling hue.
The fingers of your heart wrap around my soul,
as today you make my world seem whole.

My soul was tormented beyond belief,
and then your love supplied relief.
My heart it holds the hands of time,
lost in this love forever mine.

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One Day To Be


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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

I'll Be Your Wife

A life worth living you've given to me,
a life pleasure I tend to give back to thee.
I wondered lonely below the clouds of grey,
now I flutter above with your loves pathway.

A special world for you and me,
a special bond not one can see.
Forever with you for all eternity,
I'll share my life with you completely.

You ask me just the other night.
Why is marriage for you a fright?
You know I love you more than life itself.
Why now too my words must your ears be deaf?

I said we would talk about it another day,
from marriage my mind tries to stay away.
You ask me to if I really loved you too,
I tell you now without you I wouldn't know what to do.

I know you love me and I love you just as much,
and I hold your love within my clutch.
But marriage scares me more than you will ever know.
I just want to make sure you will never take your love and go.

Yes I will marry you and it may be one day soon,
just give our love plenty of time to bloom.
Don't rush things now we have plenty of time for us,
and in time when you ask me again you won't get a fuss.

Time will bind us closer and keep us strong,
in a special world where we belong.
Yes I love you more than life,
and one day I promise I'll be your loving wife.

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I Will Always Be


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Forever Love

Your arms lay around me so soft and warm,
the feelings inside me flood me like a storm.
My heart beats like the thunder rumbling across the skies,
my eyes see the lighting shooting like the beautiful fireflies.

My soul feels like the floods that pour from up high,
my mind races like the winds that blow in with the storms eye.
My skin tingles with the sting of the rain as it showers from your heart,
my body wet with anticipation as your loving starts.

The rains from your heart cleanse me like the summers breeze,
after the storms and the rains subside within the wild seas.
Delusions litter my mind with thoughts of that summer night,
when you held me close in your arms ever so tight.

While wading the shores here within my mind,
inside this storm it's your love that I find.
Guiding me through these troubling times we've shared,
your love is proving to be true as your soul has been bared.


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Monday, July 11, 2005

Little Girl Lost


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Sunday, July 10, 2005

Jessie

Jessie, Jessie as sweet as can be,
a little girl I really longed to see.
She wasn't mine but we do have ties,
she is a true Ivy I see that in her eyes.

The first time I saw her I knew it was true,
she was my girls sister they never knew.
We met her when she was 20 years old,
I just wonder how her father can be so cold.

If he would just listen when she talks with her heart,
he would the feel pain she's lived since they've been apart.
At 15 years old her mom and dad told her out about him,
they hadn't told her before , because they knew life with him would be grim.

But 4 years later she looked him up on the internet,
she really wanted to see him her mind was set.
She was so excited to finally meet her real dad,
she didn't realize things would turn out so sad.

She didn't know he couldn't accept her for what she was,
he just wanted to change her cause that's what he does.
He treats our 2 girls the same way he does her too,
and my little girls now 7 and 10 don't know what to do.

When she moved here to live with her dad,
it only took a few months before things really got bad.
Then she too walked on eggshells just as we had done,
cause nothing really matter to him except his new son.

His new wife's son he adopted back a few years,
with this he caused our girls many tears.
And now Jessie too has to feel the pain of this thug,
who cares nothing for his children from his blood.

He threw her out before she was here very long,
before we knew it she was gone.
He didn't let her get to know her sisters here,
because with me they put the poor girl in fear.

But after she left and had been gone for a while,
she looked me up and again she can smile.
She will get to know her sisters today,
and he will not stop that in any way.

When we had our talks she found out I wasn't so bad,
it was with me they wanted her mad.
Now she's coming back and in our lives she will stay,
and 3 little girls will bond forever as sisters I pray.

I will treat her as if she is really my own,
even though it will cut her dad straight to the bone.
He tells me not to let them see her at alone,
cause he thinks in her life they don't belong.

But Jessie I hope in my life you will see,
there's enough love inside me for you three.
You are part of my girls and that makes you part of me,
I just hope you can find the love from us that you need.


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The Best Part Of Me


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Saturday, July 09, 2005

You Took The Strongest Part Of Me

I think of long forgotten days;
all the roads that led me other ways.
I find myself at my journey's end,
I often wonder where it did begin.

Will you show me the way to go home?
My lonely heart feels so alone.
Wishing I could clear my thoughts of yesterday,
and wondering why you went away.

The fears run deep within my soul,
as my love for you finally takes it's toll.
I never dreamed it would end like this,
today I miss your loving kiss.

Tomorrow I know things will feel so wrong,
because your loving arms is where I belong.
But now I know that is something that will never be,
because when you left you took the strongest part of me.


Copyrights:JoyceWilbanksIvy©07-11-05

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Friendships Are Like The Roses


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It's You That I See

This poem is about my friend Harvey who shares a love for rose just as I do

Inside this big white rose It's you that I see,
a man who loves life and living free.
With a heart as pure as the beautiful white rose,
a wonderful love inside no one really knows.

Inside this big yellow rose It's you that I see,
a wonderful man who loves so truly.
With a mind as bright as the beautiful yellow rose,
who always hopes his friends share the love he shows.

Inside this big purple rose It's you that I see,
a man wishing that love could only be.
With passions as deep as the beautiful purple rose.
hoping in his poetry his passions will always show.

Inside this big pink rose It's you that I see,
a man with the softest heart there could ever be.
With a soul as soft as the beautiful pink rose,
sharing a love for his friends he hopes they know.

Inside this big black rose It's you that I see,
a man with such sadness who needs to be set free.
With eyes that show sorrow as does the beautiful black rose,
always wishing for happiness and love too one day be bestowed.

Inside this big red rose It's you that I see,
a man with a love for a mother who's no longer with thee.
With compassion and love just as the beautiful red rose,
always sharing his love for poetry he has to show.

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Why Can't You


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Why?

I love you more than I can ever say,
but you push me away with each passing day.
Sad I've become when I think of you,
as these days get longer I am so blue.

I want to love you for who you are,
but you stay so distant and so far.
I know deep down this will never work,
inside my mind the storms do luck.

They turn inside this head of mine,
I wish that things could just be fine.
For I know my heart will surely break,
please listen now before it's two late.

The end is coming I feel it near,
losing your love my heart does fear.
Tears stream down my face each day,
Why can't this love forever stay.

Copyrights:JoyceWilbanksIvy©07-09-05

My Heart Cries


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Cries In The Night

My heart cries out in the night,
my mind filled with such fright.
Losing a love I long to share,
losing you now just isn't fair.

I know you love me from deep inside.
Why from this love do you run and hide?
Frightened I see within your eyes,
this love should never have goodbye's.

Your fears have caused you to withdraw from me,
don't let them ruin a love that really should be.
You say that you've loved me for many years.
Why now would you make me shed so many tears?

Why now must my heart cry out in the night?
Why now must my mind be filled with such fright?
Why can't you just love me for who I want to be?
Why can't you just love me for being me?

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Someday You Will See


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Someday

Someday I hope that you will see,
all this love wrapped up inside of me.
Just like a gift with a big red bow,
my heart for only you to hold.

Why does someday never seem to get here?
Why do you always run from this love in fear?
I know that love you can't seem too trust,
but someday your lonely heart really must.

If you don't... happiness you will never find,
don't let your heart and soul be so blind.
Someday I may take this gift I have to give,
take it with me somewhere else to live.

Someday may come before you think,
it can come with just one blink.
And then tell me where you will be,
when I'm no longer for you to see.

Copyrights:JoyceWilbanksIvy©07-09-05

I Feel So Blind


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Lonely

So far and distant my heart feels,
from a love that now no longer heals.
Those lips that once touched mine with ease,
now sting my heart like a firey breeze.

No longer do you wipe away my tears,
or chase away all my fears.
Your soul that once reached out to me,
hides deep inside..how can it be?

A heart that once was so very kind,
turned stone cold is all I find.
Arms that once held me so very tight,
now hide from me in the night.

Stop this rain upon my heart,
love me now as you did from the start.
Take away these lonely days,
my heart still loves you in so many ways.

Copyrights:JoyceWilbanksIvy©07-09-05

I Thought I Would Have You


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He Once Was Mine

I once had a love he was all mine,
I thought I'd have him for all time.
I was wrong I should have known,
he would leave me all alone.

A love I thought would never end,
I'm hurting now I won't pretend.
His love I cherished within my soul,
now his hands they are so cold.

He says he still loves me but I don't know,
his eyes no longer does it show.
They've lost that spark that I once saw,
his arms no longer do me they draw.

His heart I use to feel it's beat,
no longer knocks me off my feet.
His soul no longer shares with me,
all his dreams he wanted to be.

I once had a love he was all mine,
I thought I'd have him for all time.
But these days he's no longer here,
without his love my life I fear.

Copyrights:JoyceWilbanksIvy©07-09-05

Inside My Soul


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