Saying Goodbye

Saying goodbye is the hardest thing I have ever done, You touched my life and you touched my heart in more ways than I ever thought possible... As I say my goodbyes I fight back my tears... Is this for the best? How long will it last? Days, months, or years? How could something that hurts so bad be for the best? It seems unreal.. It is something that I realize is not meant to be understood, I tell myself "it would never work" But there is still a part of me that will always wonder..Why? Will time make it easier? That is something that I will learn... But as of now I think about it every day that goes by... Did I make the right choice? Or was I stupid for not giving it more time.... I will always wonder... But it was the choice I made...A choice I must live with...And die with...

JoyceWilbanksIvy01/28/93