NOT WANTING TO LET GO

The worst part of caring for someone, is when you pour your heart and soul out- and then look
to see what you've poured down the drain... I can't escape the thought of you. Even in my dreams you are there. How can I forget you when your always on my mind? How can I not want you when your all I want inside? How can I let you go when I don't want to give up? How can I not care for you when you control my heart? I am desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but my heart feels the pain... How do i go on from her.. God tell me what to do...