Gone

Mom you left us just over a year ago,
life has changed so much you know.
Your not here when I feel so lost,
seem my heart has turned to frost.
I just don't care about anything
even what this life may bring.
I just want to leave this earth and be with you,
but I think of my kids and what they would do.
I never want them to feel this pain I feel inside,
of losing a mother and never again having her by my side.
Never to be able to tell you I love you so much,
only wishing again to feel your touch.
Your voice I try so hard to hear,
but I guess in my mind there's to much fear.
I know if I hear your voice inside my head,
I'll want you here even though your dead.
I know it's wrong to want you back with us again,
because your at peace no longer do your fears rein.
You never have to worry about life,
that sent you so much strife.
So stay at peace my dear mother
your love I'll never feel from another.
I'll never hear your voice or see your face
for now Gods hands take our place.
I'll hold to your memories you placed in my heart,
even though sometimes they cause me to fall apart.
Your love will be with me from now on,
until from this life I am gone.

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