LOST IN TIME

Find the hurt,
bind the pain,
nothing lost,
only gain.
pry me from my feelings.
find me some new.
buying time,
living on the stolen.
finding ways to keep on going.
unknowing of where im going.
lost in my world,
found in another.
hoping the dreams of better days come true.
more deserving of my time here with you.
knowing i should not be here,
standing, wondering why.
grasping onto all i can.
gasping for my last breath.
faded days gone.
finally numb to this throbing pain.
hold my hands,guide my way,
to maybe that better day.
where the numbness of this throbing pain finally goes away.
guide my body to this place,
so i can live without the diar pain.
pain of the past.
feelings lost over time,
sticking to my mind.