Decisions In Life

Today is a suck ass day..wonder sometimes why I do the things I do...why I even bother...Tomorrow morning if you wake up and the sun doesn't shine..who cares...
it's hard when your future is so unclear...who really cares...we make our lives what they are...by all the crazy ass decisions we make...at times things seem so clear...then I have to have these suck ass days...where nothing in my mind is clear...made my own life what it is.... by the decisions I've made...guess today is another one of those days when I have to wonder...