DYING VERY VERY FAST

44 years old and dying fast
all these years of my past.
Not really knowing
where to go from here.
Inside my wiery soul
there's so much fear.
Fears of losing you
fears of moving on.
Afraid of loving you too.
So where do I go from hear?
I need you to tell me now,
for my hearts, not very clear.
Inside I feel I'm dying, so very very fast.
Scared of all this love you've shown me,
afraid it really won't last.
Sometimes I really wonder,
why you fell in love with me.
It makes my heart ponder,
the things you say to me.
The most beautiful things,
I've really ever heard.
So now tell me why I feel
I dying so very, very fast.

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