In A Living Hell

Turmoil
Chaos
The confusion sinks in
These thoughts that
I'm having
my mind won't mend
So many
decisions
each with their own end
But none of
it matters
my mind just won't mend
I'm so lost
In this cage of confusion
If you ask me what I'm thinking
Just another empty page
No one can
Even tell
So I guess
I'm stuck here dying
In another living hell
Destruction
The fire
It burns all in sight
But no one
even notices
it happens at night
Ignore it
Deny it
Maybe it will go away
The screaming
at night and
pretending by day
I'm so lost
In this cage of confusion
If you ask me what I'm thinking
Just another empty page
No one can
Even tell
I guess I'm just stuck here dying
In another living hell
Why can't I
Ever tell
Forever I'll be dying
In another living hell

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