Within A Broken Heart

Pain...
Tension...
Fatigue...
Depression...
Anger,
Aggression,
Frustration.
All these unwanted sensations
Burning,
hurting,
tearing.
My heart alone,
cold and fearing.
Why won't you let me sleep,
let me rest,
Let me forget
To eliminate,
destroy all my regrets?
These memories inside,
swirling,
twirling,
unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind.
Repeating,
resisting,
insisting
Refusing to be denied its recognition of its position in my
Frustration,
Confusion,
Delusion.
Ah,
to close my eyes and let time fly by,
Because there's so much to gain by forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused,
unclear,
out of control,
My world spinning,
spinning,
spinning,
My sanity flying through the door.
My reason,
my logic,
oh,
it's tragic,
Like fine sands running through my hands,
I'm losing my mind.

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