To Much

My heart is racing
my mind a blur.
All these mixed up feeling
and why I'm not sure.

I feel that I'm lost
never to be found.
Why all these feeling
in my mind they surround.

I feel that I've lost it
why I'm not sure.
But I feel inside
for me there is no cure.

I feel that I'm smothering
lying here on this bed.
Even in my safe darkness
my blood runs red.

I just want these felling
to just disappear.
The silence even though deafening
is all I want to here.

Shaking and trembling
these feeling are rough.
But tonight I tell you
I have had to much.

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