I Feel Halfway Normal

I Feel Halfway Normal
Yesterday was the first time I have felt normal in 5 months...Mom has always been here for me and my kids...We miss her so much...but yeasterday and today I have felt so much better...I know Mom and my ma-maw Pete are in Gods hands...I thank God that I am feeling better...and that I have a special man in my life...she would be glad if she was here...My little Taylor just loves him to death..Mom knew him from many years ago when we went together as teens...Teddy ran into him at the cemetery a week after mom died and he got my number from him...Ricky was here for me as a friend at first..he wiped away so many tears...and was there anytime I need to talk or cry...He is a wonderful man...I don't know what happened..I just woke up and found my self in love with him....Well not exactly woke up and found my in love...I kinda fought the feelings at first...LOL...we had a wonderful Valentines Day...and the kids enjoyed it greatly...They love him as much as I do... he does seem to love them to...he tells me he loves them..and I really believe he does....

I love you Ricky for everything you've done for me...and for the way you make me feel...

JoyceWilbanksIvy02-15-05